Melodygirl74

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hello. i miss you. i miss when we were happy, when we would never even think about hurting ourselves. hello. i miss you i miss when you were with me. when you would sleep on my floor because i was too afraid to sleep alone. hello. i miss you. i miss when we were best friends. when you were by my side and i, by yours. hello i miss you why did you leave me? why,how, could you leave my like you did goodbye i cant believe you left me. i still miss you, you were my everything. we promised eachother that we could die together. you promised you wouldnt suicide without me. but you left me here, to die i miss you, and i promise ill see you so

weird thingy by Melodygirl74, literature

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weird thingy

i dont stalk you, i just watch while youre sleeping i imagine my lips on yours when i see you eating one day youll love me as much as her but maybe, i hope, youll love me even more shes only your gf cant you get over her y cant you see i am so much more? i love you she doesnt how hard is this decision? cant you see that im here you have nothing to fear dont keep on wasting your time cant you see you can be mine? i close my eyes, i need you i sigh. please dont run away FROM ME well if you still go after her even when i said no ill have to do something about it. maybe if she was dead, gone, then wed have a chance. a slash to

Giving up by Melodygirl74, literature

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Giving up

A blade My throat Help? No Never Of course Not Screaming Silent Running from Them Voices So loud Telling me things Bad things Sad Cut Happy But only For a little Bit Goodbye World Not needed Get on Without me Okay Don't care Not loved Cared About you The names They called Me Fat Ugly Fag Retard Weird Stupid Emo Gay Fatass It's ok now Though I'm ok I gave up And in To The voices Telling me To die To run To hide From help I'm giving in No blades Throats Blood Wrists stained Red Anymore Goodbye world

Questions by Melodygirl74, literature

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Questions

Give me a moment Of peace and quiet. Give me a lifetime Of running and hiding. I'm screaming and crying, Begging for help, But nobody hears me. How is it peaceful in my Dark dark mind, How how is it peaceful With the voices taunting And the demons Trying to pull me to hell? How is it quiet? I hear myself screaming And begging But nobody else does. How is it quiet To them? Why am I screaming, Yelling, Needing to be heard? Why I can't I shut my mouth And give in? How am I crying, When I once promised Myself that I would never feel again? Why am I still Wanting to feel? I am numb. Give me the darkness, Give me the noise. Why can't my

So I decided to write a song and this is what have by Melodygirl74, literature

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So I decided to write a song and this is what have

where's my wonderland why can't I do what Alice can Come rescue me Can't I be freed Can't u let me go from here I won't be alive for long i fear Come rescue me can't I be freed can feel myself slipping away, I can't stay sane for not even one more day I'm getting madder and madder Like my dearest hatter My hatter Oh let me go You can't save me from myself I'm afraid with you nothing ever stays the same Can't you see me can't you feel me going insane so where's my wonderland why can't I do what Alice can Come rescue me can't I be freed Can't u let me go from here I won't be alive for very long I fear Come rescue me can't I be freed

sugar bowl by Melodygirl74, literature

this is my love poem..tho its weird cuz im insane by Melodygirl74, literature

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this is my love poem..tho its weird cuz im insane

i hear you again, but you dont hear me. im calling for you, but you still leave me. why do i love you? youre driving me crazy closing my heart, wanting you,baby my hearts still beating but only for you how do i survive this? when you dont feel love you too closing my eyes, i feel juliet but i have no romeo only my cuts if they say that that people like me cant possibly feel love, then what is this feeling im feeling i dont know you anymore like i always used too how am i blinded i thought you felt the same i guess i was wrong like ever other day i hear you again but you dont hear me im calling for you but you still leave me

Broken by Melodygirl74, literature

welcome by Melodygirl74, literature

youre only trying to help. by Melodygirl74, literature

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youre only trying to help.

dont pull up my sleeves, or make me take off my jacket, cuz what youll see might shock you. dont ask whats wrong, or try to make me smile, cuz it only hurts me more. dont call me names, or make fun of me, cuz its not gonna make me feel any worse than i already do. dont ask why i cut, or why i want to die, cuz i know you dont really care, youre only curious, and im not gonna answer you. dont leave me alone with a knife, or a bottle of pills, cuz youll never see me alive again. Please just go away, everything you do only makes it worse. Its not your fault that it hurts, Youre only trying to help.

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So I decided to write a song and this is what have by Melodygirl74, literature

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So I decided to write a song and this is what have

sugar bowl by Melodygirl74, literature

this is my love poem..tho its weird cuz im insane by Melodygirl74, literature

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this is my love poem..tho its weird cuz im insane

Broken by Melodygirl74, literature

welcome by Melodygirl74, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

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Melodygirl74

Mar 15, 2014

Hello again everyone

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Hello guys. How is everyone out there? Im sorry I haven't been on lately, my wifi has been down. I will be posting work from over the past few months soon, it will be a lot all at once, so sorry for the notifications my watchers will be getting. Thank you guys for not un watching me over all this time, I really appreciate it. as always, I love each and every one of you! Stay strong everyone!

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Melodygirl74

Nov 6, 2013

i dont know what to call this

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-Grab a plate and throw it on the floor. -Okay, done. -Did it break? -Yes. -Now, say sorry to it. -Sorry. -Did it go back to the way it was before? -No. -Is it still broken? -Yea. -Do you understand now?

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Melodygirl74

Nov 6, 2013

tell me, should i be worried?

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ok, so ive been texting this dude i like lately, you know, just small talk, and then this happened. i really screwed up but i wasnt thinking when i texted him this... heres our convo   (and one last thing his contact on ma phone is 'that guuy') 9:54 pm him: heeeyy gurl wht u doing c: me: trying to stay up 2 11:11 him: lol why??? :P me: cuuuuuzzzzzz....... *blushes* him: cuuuuuzzzzzz whyyyy????? me: so i can waste my wish on you... agaen.... me:*again seen tuesday 9:59 pm that guuy is typing 10:15 pm that guuy is typing 10:30 pm that guuy has entered text he hasnt replied....  so tell me, should i be worried that i freaked him